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Unbelievable yet true that my 2nd year in uni has ended, with my last exam in tis sem. I was still struggling 6hours ago for my final test, where the pressure has drain my esteem, my strength, my every little spirit down to the ground. I was even thinking of giving up the exam, so i read less than i should have, which i regreted during the exams, all my calculations were of uncertainties, and the theory part...i miss out the whole deal. Yet, tis marks the end of my 2nd year in uni, history repeats itself, exams were of regrets, regret tat i shud hav work harder during the early days of the sem. Still, exams finish, time to hav fun!! haha!!

16cm tall stack of past years and notes for 7 subjects, gud bye!!

Nex sem, 3 months later I'm gonna b a 3rd year student dy, time flies, and i couldn't remember wat i've went thru in tis 2 years. what have i achieved?


The 1st year, i went into a relationship, join FESKUM'05, Festival Seni (Muzik Akustik, Pop Band, Choir), 摇篮手(校园创作比赛 n' 大型摇篮手发表会), occasionally 天主教大专生同学会, join Malam Penganugerahan Astar '06, and Sidang Redaksi. Those were like the most frustrated moments. I was too ambitious and join too much activities in the hostel, I was too desperate for a relationship. In the end, it all fall apart. 1st year, was a sad year, rushing rushing rushing day and night, stay over-night play games, do projects and skip classes, sad. The saddest part was to hurting her, I didn't mean to, but it just wouldn't work.

when will i metamorph?

2nd year, 1st sem, decided not to join so much activities in hostel and try to give some space to myself, to heal from what happened, and to brush up on my studies. Decided that having close friends and remain single is better for my Uni life. However, spend the 1st sem in hostel try to hide from her, as i still felt awkward seeing her. Time was spend with my roommates, and not going out so much as we've learn that PTPTN funds is insufficient, and we're all damn broke by 2nd year (spen too much in 1st year, yumcha + pasar malam..shit!!) Alot of activities and invitations were declined, due to preparation for "Light of The World Concert" which spans from August till January. In short, miss out alot of other things in life.

p/s: actually didn't enjoy LOTW, cause of my play role as a guilty father, which i have to depress myself for guilty emotions everytime the practise goes, which kinda affect my real self. side effects.

茁壮

2nd year, 2nd sem, make a decision to move out from hostel after sister's digital camera being stolen on Putra LRT and i dun have a sen to pay her, stil waiting for the $ which i save for not staying in hostel. Join Festival Seni '07 , the busiest January i had, Choir competition, LOTW, Muzik Akustik and Pop Band, summore is the Group Leader for both bands. Staying home, i gained weight, my pants are abit tight now, shit!! Start to hang out alot with my bandmates. Decide to play better in bass, spend more time with frens and cut out the other activities in my life.

p/s: 1more little thing, awarded the best bassist in art festival '06 haha sow off abit!! lolz


Holidays coming, more jamming waiting for me, planning to buy a Bass Pedal after my next PTPTN $$ comes in. Downloaded tonnes of bass learning materials, and downloaded Guitar Pro v5.0 so would be learning alot of new songs then. :) Plan to throw away my flabby stomach, 100 sit-ups per day, hopefuli i make it. GoGoGo!!!